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The Fantasy Ending of I’m Thinking of Ending Things, Explained



The movie’s choreographer, production designer, and composer insist that the ballet at the end of Charlie Kaufman’s Netflix feature is the key.
Photo: Mary Cybulski/Netflix

“It’s very off-putting,” says choreographer Peter Walker. “It takes you a second to accept what’s happening.”

The New York City Ballet soloist is talking about the closing arc of I’m Thinking of Ending Things — but really, he could be talking about most moments of Charlie Kaufman’s head-scratching Netflix feature, adapted from Iain Reid’s 2016 novel of the same name. Any viewer would be forgiven for wondering exactly what they just watched by the end of its over two-hour runtime, but to hear behind-the-scenes creatives like Walker, production designer Molly Hughes, and composer Jay Wadley tell it, a lot of the answers can be found within the final fantasy ballet sequence itself.

Suffice it to say, the early events of this movie are never what they seem. But let’s set the stage anyway, keeping in mind that the identities and visages of those involved seem eerily, constantly in flux: After Lucy (played by Jessie Buckley, who’s listed merely as “Young Woman” in the credits) endures a frighteningly surreal trip to her boyfriend Jake’s (Jesse Plemons) farmhouse to meet his parents (Toni Collette and David Thewlis), their long, wintry drive home inexplicably brings them to Jake’s high school. When Jake, somehow slapped with a vision of the institution’s elderly janitor spying on them from afar, rushes inside to give him a piece of his mind, Lucy begrudgingly follows suit, only to meet the janitor herself while wandering its empty hallways. Here, the two share a touching moment and, out of nowhere, a tearful hug good-bye. Jake then appears outside a nearby classroom, with Wadley’s score teasing its way to the fore, as two doppelgänger extensions of Jake and Lucy (Broadway dancer Ryan Steele and NYCB soloist Unity Phelan) enter behind Plemons and Buckley, respectively. And a ballet begins.

Lucy and Jake, before the strange trip to Jake’s high school, in the living room of his family’s farmhouse.
Photo: Emily Kikta

Walker says that while the ballet feels like a jarring transition away from the suspenseful narrative Kaufman was seemingly building (“It could’ve turned into a slasher film where she gets murdered in the high school,” he posits), he believe it’s a necessary diversion from the tension of this mysterious story. “It’s this weird thing where [the movie] actually does the opposite of what you feel it should,” he says. “We’re able to release some of that tension, and then it builds back up to the actual conclusion of the film.”

In Reid’s novel, readers learn that the janitor is actually Jake, lonely in old age, and Lucy — the whole trip to the farmhouse, in fact — is simply a product of his imagination. While Kaufman has been reluctant to give his audience such a clearcut revelation, he has explained that his version of Jake is a man trapped in his own fantasies, ones informed by his consumption of popular art and media. “This movie is dealing with somebody’s experience of absorbing things that they see and how they become part of his psyche,” he recently told IndieWire. If we are to believe that Kaufman’s adaptation hews more closely to Reid’s original than he’s willing to admit, however, then it’s safe to assume that the “actual conclusion of the film” — the action that follows the ballet, including a scene that begins with the janitor crying in his truck and ends with a familiar, animated pig leading him back into the school — is a fanciful representation of the janitor’s death and his reevaluation of the life he never lived.

“We’re getting late in the film by the time we get to that, and the janitor is approaching his death [and experiencing] this sort of sweeping, beautiful moment of emotion or longing,” says production designer Molly Hughes, a previous Kaufman collaborator on 2014’s How and Why. “It sounds morbid, but as you see death approaching, do things become clearer? It’s kind of like that … It’s very hard to articulate something that’s actually just about a feeling; the whole sequence, to me, is this overwhelming swell of longing and regret played out in a dance.”

That feeling is exactly what’s communicated through Walker’s dance and Wadley’s score. The heightened, romantic reality of the musical vignette serves as a depiction of the life Jake wished he’d lived with the girl who got away — or, more accurately, the one who was never his to begin with. What about when the choreographed romance and eventual wedding between the dancers is violently interrupted by the janitor killing Jake? That’s an exacting thwack of reality. It’s indicative of a “fractured psyche,” Walker says, and highlights “two versions of himself that are fighting over this girl that doesn’t even exist.” In the end, Jake was never meant to live out the endings of classic musicals (like Oklahoma!, a high-school staging of which plays in snippets throughout the movie and serves as the final setting of the film, where Jake recites the famous A Beautiful Mind speech and sings “Lonely Room”) that he grew up watching.

“We talked a lot about who these people are, and [the dancer] Ryan is like an idealized version of who Jake wishes he could be,” Walker explains. “And then this relationship between the two [dancers] is the ultimate romanticized, idealized version of a relationship. It’s very simple and very straightforward, but it’s all he could imagine.”

“This is a man who has never had a productive relationship in his life [and] doesn’t know what that could possibly be or feel like,” Walker continues. “So we just tried to make it so sickly sweet and romantic [that] at face value, it’s a beautiful duet — and it’s surreal … Thematically maybe he’s killing a part of himself or he realizes that this can’t exist in the way that he wants. There’s multiple interpretations of that moment.”

Wadley developed his score around the world and characterizations that Kaufman built into the film, sonically pulling less from classic musicals and more from composers he imagined Jake listening to, specifically Claude Debussy, Joseph Maurice Ravel, and Igor Stravinsky. These composers all shared the tonality he was looking to explore with a more full-fledged ballet sequence.

Charlie Kaufman and cinematographer Lukasz Zal observing dancer Unity Phelan and choreographer Peter Walker on the set of I’m Thinking of Ending Things.
Photo: Netflix

“I just tried to make it as grand as possible,” Wadley says. “Since it’s all in his imagination, it could be as wild as we could make it … [But] if we had made the decision to do something that was ultra modern and more experimental in ways, I don’t feel like that would align as much with the concept of the film and the concept of Jake creating this alternative narrative of himself by appropriating all these other elements and art forms. Approaching it with this classic, romantic, familiar language was super important to how it relates to him.”

Likewise, Hughes captured Jake’s arrested development visually by building the ballet within a high-school setting. “We decided to add the dance sequence in the hallway, and that was not the original intention,” she says, noting that they’d first explored filming in a black-box theater. “The school becomes another layer of memories piecing themselves together in a way that doesn’t quite make sense. We don’t always remember things the way they happen. You might think you remember something because you’ve seen a photograph of it ten times from your childhood, but you don’t really have the memory of the actual thing. That was sort of our visual theme for the whole movie.”

What’s most apparent in speaking with Kaufman’s collaborators is that, while the director certainly granted them the freedom to expand on his story, the beats of the final fantasy scene were all made very clear in the original script. Walker remembers a full page of single-spaced direction for the ballet, with Kaufman explaining that the dancers run together here, the light comes up here, the janitor interrupts their nuptials here. “It presented a very singular vision of what was to happen, which as a choreographer is actually very helpful, so I wasn’t making stuff up and missing the mark.”

“Because so much is abstract, it’s like trying to get people to feel emotions and feel these concepts in a concrete visual way, and that can be really challenging,” Hughes says. “[Kaufman is] very good at just talking through the script to try and get to what those visual elements are.”

“It’s exciting to work with a director who has such a unique vision that allows you to really go for things,” Wadley adds.

And sure, while the movie might still leave you perplexed, Hughes believes its ability to force you to sit with uncomfortable feelings is commendable.

“When I first read it, I thought that it was beautiful, and I hope that people find it beautiful,” she says. “I hope that people sit with it and just go with it and [are not] afraid of the feelings that it provokes, because they’re not pleasant a lot of the time. But they’re very much a part of who we are as human beings. I think we spend a lot of time avoiding those feelings and avoiding memories and the ideas that he presents, but he always does such a good a job of bringing them to the surface. You have to face them.”


Emmys Twist: Zendaya Wins Best Lead Actress in a Drama for Euphoria




Holy Emmy upset!

In a stunning twist, Zendaya won the Outstanding Lead Actress in a Drama Series prize for her work in HBO’s teen drama Euphoria, besting perceived frontrunners Jennifer Aniston and Laura Linney.

In including Zendaya among TVLine’s Dream Emmy Nominees last June, we declared, “With her dispassionate voiceovers and heavy-lidded, moody expression, it might seem at first like Euphoria‘s Rue doesn’t care about anything. But throughout the HBO drama’s eight-episode run, Zendaya found subtle, heartbreaking ways to show us that her recovering drug addict cares about everything, particularly her relationship with best friend and crush Jules. Underneath that angsty-teen exterior was a young woman trying to grasp her own identity, and we watched in awe every week as Zendaya presented new layers of Rue’s heartache and uncertainty.”

View the complete Emmy winners list here.


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The last words of every fallen Star Wars villain




Can you think of a movie character who has permeated the culture so much that the literal sound of their breathing is iconic? Darth Vader — or Anakin Skywalker, depending on your entry point in the franchise — is as distinctive a villain as any of pop culture’s sundry bad guys. From the “Imperial March” that introduces him, to the plot twist heard round the world that defined him, to the prequel films that attempted — in vain — to provide him an origin story, it’s hard to top the villainous treachery of Lord Vader himself.

At the climax of Return of the Jedi, after Vader has thrown Emperor Palpatine down a chute to his untimely, fiery demise (temporarily, at least), the Sith Lord has succumbed to the effects of the Emperor’s force lightning and is nearing his final breath. Luke carries him out of the Emperor’s chamber in an attempt to rescue him, but Vader knows his end is nigh. He asks Luke to remove his helmet so he can look at his son with his own eyes. We are shown the true form of Anakin Skywalker: a sad, frail old man, concealed under a façade of cruelty and evil – also, life-support armor. Anakin is content knowing that he is done for, but Luke insists that he needs to save his father, newly redeemed. Anakin, resolute, responds:

“You already have, Luke. You were right. You were right about me. Tell your sister, you were right.”

Anakin, now free from the imposing mask of Darth Vader, has come to terms with the evil he has perpetrated, and has no one but Luke to thank for his redemption from the Dark Side. A noble exit for this icon of Star Wars lore.

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Majority of this Year’s Acting Winners Are Black




The 2020 Emmy Awards saw a noticeable uptick in the number of nonwhite acting winners, with “Watchmen” star Regina King’s fourth Emmy win and a surprise nod for “Euphoria” star Zendaya leading the way.

Out of the 19 performer categories — including the guest, short form and voice-over categories from last week’s Creative Arts Emmys — 10 went to Black actors. In addition to King and Zendaya, other winners included “Mrs. America’s” Uzo Aduba, King’s co-star Yahya Abdul-Mateen II, “Saturday Night Live” guests Maya Rudolph (a double winner for voice acting on Netflix’s “Big Mouth”) and Eddie Murphy, and two of the stars from Quibi’s “#FreeRayshawn,” Laurence Fishburne and Jasmine Cephas Jones.

Zendaya, the youngest person to win the Outstanding Lead Actress in a Drama Series award, is also only the second Black actress to claim the title after Viola Davis for “How to Get Away With Murder.” Rudolph’s two wins this year marked the first of her career.

Overall, the winners represent a significantly more diverse group than last year, when just two of 19 winners were performers of color.

The year prior, four Black actors — Tiffany Haddish, Samira Wiley, Ron Cephas Jones and Katt Williams — swept the guest acting categories, while nonwhite winners on the main broadcast were limited to just three: Regina King for “Seven Seconds,” Thandie Newton for “Westworld” and Darren Criss for “American Crime Story.”

The 2020 Emmy nominations came under significant scrutiny in the months since nominations were announced back in July, with some praising the Television Academy’s increased recognition of Black actors, while others called out voters for shutting out Latinx performers.

Nonwhite performers made up 49 out of the 118 acting nominees this year, with Black actors making up the largest portion. “The Handmaid’s Tale” actress Alexis Bledel was the only Latinx actor to score a nomination, drawing condemnation from the Congressional Hispanic Caucus and a boycott from actor John Leguizamo.

Sunday’s broadcast featured a number of callouts to topical issues like the Black Lives Matter movement and the upcoming presidential election. King, while claiming her award for “Watchmen,” appeared in a shirt bearing the image of Breonna Taylor, the Black woman who was fatally shot by police officers in her home earlier this year.

“Black-ish” star and Emmys presenter Anthony Anderson also made reference to the fact that the awards show’s record number of nominations for Black actors unfortunately came in a year when nominees could not celebrate in person.

“This isn’t what it should have been,” Anderson said. “But I’m still rooting for everybody Black, because Black stories, Black performances and Black lives matter.”

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